well once again i apologise for the gap in updates but well im forgetful lol and to be honest most of the time nothing changes xx

james has had a rough ride lately a couple of weeks ago his seizures were just awful and he ended up in AnE in pretty bad shape and needed several meds to sort him out !!! it was a very scary time for me and james's dad i can honestly say i have never been so terrified in all my life they were talking about hdu and if they couldnt stop the seizures and had to keep giving him meds he could possibly need venting as the meds are all muscle relaxants and there are always risks it was extremely scary xxx

since then he has been much better his seizures are very minimal but on the downside he is extremely quiet which always worries me especially when i know how vocal he can be xxxxxx

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